Geetanjali VijayranI am going public with my journal that I maintained in the year 2017 because this journal brings me hope. Every time I am depressed, I read this journal, and it helps me find connection to the self that is closer to God. I sometimes experience spirital death - a phase in your spiritual journey where you lose connection with God. This journal guides me during difficult times, and I thought sharing it with others may guide them as well. It is a work of prose and poetry. I am sure you will have fun reading the script as much as I had fun writing it. My bipolar diagnosis allows me to be creative in phases and let's call it "a gift of expression." I still struggle personally, but staying connected to the universe helps. I am currently reading the Bible and trying out conscious suffering in Christ to overcome my pain. If God brought me to this, God has the power to carry me through this and into the world of light - where I can be free. Free from my suffering, free from my inhibitions, and free from my shame. I wish you also can learn from my journey and find GOD and peace.Remember, if you find yourself alone in your struggles, you ought to turn inwards and talk to Lord, the Almighty One. Build your personal relationship with God. Surround yourself with people who help you do that. Be victorious and live life!! God is kind. Read More Read Less