This is the book that I wrote trying to pour out my pain of being a child of a single parent. It is an IsiZulu Novel that has created. The out side thoughts and a product previews of being a mistaken child. It is pain full to feel like you were the product of mistakes couple that make it hard to make it in life because you have a lot to catch up from. Ngethembe Insika Yomlilo meaning even though I am alone in the world but God is there at all times.In this Novel I had a vision of being one of the authors that contributes peace between the gender battle of man and woman but my purpose was to create love in the pain so we can do what the dogs does during the injury they sit together and lick the wounds for the healing. If we attack our pain as the nation we can live as a nation and embrace our Lord God who sent a Piller of Fire to the children of Israel to be led out of the world of slavery.From chapter one to the end I have one thing that I am showing off with that is God in our pain God is there it does not necessarily means that we must pay revenge to get better but only if we pay attention and strive to see the Devine purpose in it you will say it with me one day My Lord Is My Sherpad he leads me to the ways of righteousness because of his name that alone is the out line preview how the Novel Ngethembe Insika Yomlilo was created.This novel is created inthe basis of poverty and pain that caused by a father who does not partake in the raising of his own child after a child was born. A father who does not give his child a chance to grow well in his presence it is painfu pain where I found the Novel from. It is written in IsiZulu language and is preparing every one of us who grew from the background of that particular situation that drove our nation insane. So this is story of a Nosipho Simelane who grew up in the broken family, her mother was ill and a father was alcoholic because her wife was HIV positive while he was negative. The question was how the wife got HIV if she was faithful in their marriage. So he rejected his only child and family and he eventually rapped his daughter . Until the daughter tells the world about her life by reciting a poem that broke her audience hearts. So they gave her a learner ship to UCT and she gained a good life after that and gained peace to her father and her stepmother that was a reason of the death of her mother and grandmother at about the same time.