In the hauntingly rainy streets of 1990's London, Chrisanne, a clairvoyant investigator with a childhood spent in St Vincent's orphanage, embarks on an extraordinary quest.
Going to visit in Covent Garden she is told by the venerable psychic Mike Baker that her Twin Flame, Soulmate bears the initial J.
Haunted by her past as an adoptee betrayed by love, Chrisanne seeks not just love but the healing of a broken heart when she locates this mysterious J.
Guided by her own Spirit Guide, 'Ashtar' her enigmatic companion dressed in the timeless elegance of Sherlock Holmes she becomes a Private Investigator.
Her quest for healing and to understand the sexual abuse by her adoptive father leads her to meet face to face two world famous, infamous caged serial killers Curtis and Zane, and she fearlessly confronts them.
Gaining media attention for this, she allows her new lover to ruin her life with a front-page tabloid story, he then isolates her from reality so she has no choice but to join his world - a gritty newsroom of a London newspaper. Believing J might be for journalist she follows him into his world.
Amidst the clatter of typewriters and ink-stained pages, Chrisanne's journey unfolds.
Thirty years later, tired after a lifetime of passionate searching for J - she is old, grey haired - and still single, Chrisanne is contacted online by the aged and wise Mike Baker who is now dying of cancer.
Mike gently asks her to describe the last time she enjoyed making love. Whilst describing the setting, the energy unfolding - and a love that would rival that of the God's themselves - it suddenly hits her; the shocking truth about the identity of J and a harsh reality.
Past betrayals and scars have left her emotionally crippled, closed off from love, unable to accept love; poisoned by her upbringing she has not recognised 'J' and dumped him for not being rich/famous/remarkable.
This narrative, reminiscent of classics like The Notebook, captures the essence of passion, suspense, and the heart-breaking reality of missed connections.
